i don’t know why i doubted, but its amazing to see god work. one of my good friends asked me to visit their church and i took the opportunity last weekend. little bit more charismatic than i am used to, but enjoyable and down-to-earth people

you can put your prayers to jesus on the cross, i had a hard time deciding which ones to put. i decided on two and god has been working the miracles through his power and whatever he is doing to my spirit and words. i know i am a bit vague, so i will give a few details.

i gave my oH’s health and spirit to God. and, i can already see how God is putting thoughts, feelings, and words in my heart to share. i have been trying to share this part of me, and if you know my oH you would understand that this is no easy task. i am trying and with God’s love and help it is working on God’s schedule.

my oH asked me two days ago THAT question, ‘if you knew what you know now, would you have still married me’ (10 yrs ago next week, to be exact). i have been worried about this question for some time, and I knew in my heart…’yes, i would’, which I told him ‘yes’. i know God has a plan, not the plan i had/have. so, i’m trying to understand and accept this plan.

i wouldn’t be where i am today if i hadn’t married oH. i may not have my beautiful kids,  married to a good man, lived in a beautiful place, have wonderful/loving friends, respect/love from my parents, or may not have found peace and faith in God.

‘be still and know that i am’