yes, i have been absent. a little absent minded, but altogether present, but not here. ha ha (little monty python wisdom)

life has been busy. my little c1 has been sick with the rotavirus. FUN. And my d5 has been in Texas with grandparents living it up. god, i miss him. i can’t believe how much i miss him. he’s been at his grandparents before, but with little c1 here without d5 our family has a huge void. he’s coming back within the next 3 days, so i can’t wait.

and what was i thinking, what all can i get done while my oldest is away. i accomplished very little, didn’t help c1 being sick for 5 of the 12 days. poor little thing. i have a lot to learn about being a mom.

work has been very stressful, so my mind still being lost is coming back. all coming back home! searching for my center. through exercise, yoga, healthy eating, and pray.